eye doctor visit

i'm honestly exhausted but i need to start this blog already

this is basically just for my use. my future self's use. my future self is reading this and probably thinking 'damn i was stupid, look at all those lower case letters' well guess what future self, i'll use all the lower case letters i want and you can't stop me. 

it's friday. also labor day weekend. during which i will be laboring away at work. (okay, i really have no right to complain, i'm only working like 4 hours the entire weekend) i worked today after school, and damn i'm tired and i'm yawning repeatedly as i type this.

i'm getting glasses soon. i got my eyes checked yesterday. the results are in: i can't see. big surprise there. while i was getting my eyes checked, there's this machine that looks like a pair of glasses and you look through it and it flicks through a bunch of different lenses and you tell the doctor which lenses are blurrier or clearer, and so i'm going 'this one's blurrier... this one's better... this one is tilted to the side...' and i think we're still going and i'm like 'no.'

the doctor was like 'what do you mean no?' and i was like 'this one doesn't work.' and he goes 'ma'am, there aren't any lenses on your eyes right now.'

the lenses are coming in sometime next week. i could've gotten them yesterday but they didn't have the non-glare type. i don't quite understand why they make two kinds of lenses: ones that glare and ones that don't. why would they keep making ones that glare? why is it even an option? it doesn't make sense to me. 

the glasses i'm getting are round like harry potter glasses and gold with a thin frame. i can't wear contacts because i have narcolepsy and constantly falling asleep with contacts on my eyeballs is something i'd like to avoid if possible. 

do you still wear glasses, future self? i see no reason why you wouldn't, considering that eyesight gets worse not better and i know i/you are too chicken to get laser eye surgery.

i thought i would have a hard time coming up with stuff to write about but i feel like i'm just talking to you. i've already written a lot more than i expected. at least this isn't just a bunch of really shitty gifs like our old blog. you know, middle school us. yeah, i'm cringing too.

i'll see you later, future self. well, i'll be you later.

good night and bad eyesight,

kt